These Boots Were Made For Walking

And that's just what they'll do.

I PROMISE I WILL USE YOU AGAIN.
feet, footsies, thanks lily, toas
thefootman

Yeah, I need to stop forgetting I have this thing and use it :C

 

 

 

....I'm sure I'm missing the point of it though - Is it just like Plurk but with a different layout :C


Writer's Block: Can you handle the truth?
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thefootman
What's the one question you would like to ask if the answer were guaranteed to be correct?

What do I need to do, to feel happy and contented.

What do, what do.
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thefootman
"This is my first post here, so apologies if I mention or ask things that have been said too many times, or are against some rule or something.
I've been brooding for a couple of years now, and I'm fairly sure that I'm suffering from depression brought on by my increasing desire to become a woman, and even more so from a constant fear that I am trapped in this body. This gender.
I've read several things about this, including HRT and FFS, and the hormones that come with the former; Estrofem, Spirotone and Microgest seem highly recommended, but I am frightened to start self-medicating myself drugs. Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong, as the saying goes.
I'm far from being especially feminine, with somewhat broad shoulders, gruff voice and mannerisms and a slouch of a walk - All of which (Sans the shoulders) can be made more feminine with practice: Speech training or trachea shavings for example, so this isn't too big an issue in the big picture.
The biggest problem I am facing is talking about this issue with someone, except for close friends who I don't see face-to-face that often. I'm sure my mother would be supportive, and my father disapproving but would want what is best for me, but I just can't bring up the subject. I would love to see a therapist, or a counsellor or someone along that profession, but I've no doubt that would be extremely costly (Not that I mind paying a LOT of money for this) and I don't know if I would even be able to confide in them this issue of mine.
I'm from the UK, and I have heard about people who have received treatment, sometimes surgery, from the NHS. Can anyone shed some light on this?
I think my main question here is: What should I do, and how should I start? Is Self-Medicating recommended at all, with the potential health risks? Am I just being silly, and a coward, when in fact there is nothing wrong with me?

Once again, I'm sorry for the post, that has probably been made countless times, but I need to get this off my chest somewhere, and from lurking for a while, here seems to be a good place."


This was my post on 420chan, and I truly hope I get at the very least friendly replies. If I get unpleasant and unhelpful ones, it would just destroy me ;-;
 

ANYWAY, MOVING ON.

So, I haven't posted an update for quite a while. And why is that you ask? Well, my child, I'll tell you. I've been busy.

WORKING.

Yeaaaah, that's right. I started my job two weeks ago, and I am enjoying it so far. The pay is low, but for what I do, I don't mind it at all. Park Maintenance, helping the public and what not, working outside; It's all real pleasant. 

It gives me a lot of time to think (And smoke, bad Sean) and I just don't know where I stand anymore, in terms of what I want. I don't know if I'm Gay, Bisexual or Straight and I don't know if I crave a relationship or if I just want to be left alone.


lolsodeep amirite


 






Oh, and I'm growing my hair long. I don't think it's working though, fml. 


Also, typing from the right hand side looks so fucking cool.

Also also also, I get Friday, Saturday and Sunday off this week, I can't wait to get drunk at home. Alone. Orz.

Writer's Block: Power of expression
feet, footsies, thanks lily, toas
thefootman
If you were given the chance, what one thing would you tell the entire world?

How I feel about certain people.

I'm feelin' good.
feet, footsies, thanks lily, toas
thefootman



THANK YOU FOR SUCH A GREAT WEEKEND <3 It was amazing~
Especially all the feet and pee F:


I hope you had a lovely pre-birthday Lily C: And I hope you draw something really awesome with that tablet. Just don't drop it again. :B

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Okay, I am chilling now. I have lager and Pork Pies. Man I am such a dude.

With nice smooth legs :>

I need a snack platter, methinks. Cheese, Pate, Ham and Turkey Ham, Pork Pies, Crackers and more Beer. That would be lovely.









OH. AND STOCKPORT WON ON SATURDAY. YEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I DRAWDED A NEW PICTURE LOL
feet, footsies, thanks lily, toas
thefootman




AND AN UPDATED SORT OF ONE






Okay so like, I didn't get any sleep, but who cares \o/

THERE'S A SPECIAL EVENT TOMORROW :'D
eeeeee~

I AM EXCITED OH GOD.

I stayed up all night watching Hentai. Nightshift Nurses, Bible Black and Forbidden Taboo aaaw yeaaah.

Sleepy.

I LOVE HAVING MASSIVE MSN ORGIES
i love this webcomic, thanks lily C:, baileys, lol scribble
thefootman





OKAY SO.

Like.

I HAVE NOT SLEPT BECAUSE *SOMEONE* KEPT ME UP <3

I AM HYPED ON COFFEE AND I FEEL SO HAPPY.

Wait, no I don't FML.

I have work tomorrow, and I still haven't managed to get in touch with Stockport Council to tell them I CAN NOT work on the 3rd and the 8th.

Ugh, I wanted to start on the 13th, but it looks like I'll have to waste holiday days already sob.





Also, I'm apparently a good Light Blue and should Cosplay him :C








OPINIONS ON A POST CARD, PLEASE.
(Takeshi's Castle - Craig Charles reference there)

LOL I HAVE SLEPT SO MUCH
feet, footsies, thanks lily, toas
thefootman





This is all.

lolrofl
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thefootman
I had a great sleep.

Now I need to phone work up and tell them that I can't start on the 1st. Sent them an E-mail, can't get through on the phone.

Erm

Need some more tea, and I am starving. Oh I think I'll have a bath too, soon.

I hate these days :C
feet, footsies, thanks lily, toas
thefootman
YOU KNOW! THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO!?

It's horrible *sob* *A*

Oh well, I had fish and chips at like 6am, because I couldn't stand up because I felt dreadful. I need to eat properly, and more often to prevent this.

Unless it's
 
Diabeetus

That would be annoying. D:


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Okay so I started drawing again and I still hate my pictures D:

I NEED NEW PENCILS MINE ARE SHIT!



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